Daydreaming, nightthinking

Sometimes when I lay in my bed I
overthinking stuff I did that day or just dream about how my feature may look like if I make a bad move. For example what if I don’t study for the exam for next week. Will I be broke and unhappy because I won’t be able to provide my family? All because I failed that one exam which caused me to fail my year? I get those thoughts a lot. Mainly because everybody is saying I will fail my year if I go on like how I’m doing now. It kinda gets me down sometimes becaus, well there’s one thing you should know about me and that is that I’m the douche of the classe. Every introvert person knows it. That one person in your class who never has enough attention on itself and thinks that he’s it. Well that’s me. I’m the clown in class. I try to be nice and friendly to everybody but my class doesn’t realy like me. They’re all smart kids who are very shy and on their own. Probly the reason why they can’t stand me. I make stupid jokes all te time and try to talk with my neighbour and stuff like that, while they never say a word. So because I’m “the douche” everybody expects me to fail my year. I’ve proven them wrong for 4 years now but this year isn’t going easy. I keep telling myself I make a final boost at the end of the year. I hope I will be able to do so.

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